I wish I could...

There were sorts of things that I've always been wishing of especially when it comes to my lover. I've been like this since the day that I met him and I don't know if he did something to me that he turned my world UPSIDE DOWN! In this post, I indicated some of my wishes that someday I'm hoping that it will be given to me.

I wish I could be more stronger to handle my emotions.

I wish he will listen to me.

I wish he will be more be motivated.

I wish he is there to listen what's inside me now.

I wish he has a lot of time for me to laugh and cry.

I wish he could understand a girl's feelings.

I wish we could sing again together.

I wish we could take more pictures.

I wish he will stop smoking for me.

I wish has plans for us.

I wish he learns how to defend me.

I wish he will pick me up when I fall down.

I wish he will stop making jokes that aren't funny.

I wish he could be more like me even if I'm a girl.

I wish we could see the stars again and count them.

I wish we will be more stronger.

I wish he will act more manly.

and...

I wish we will be growing old together. 

Well oh well, it's only just wishes right? But I'm hoping in it. 

:)

Angelique.

A Real B.O.Y.F.R.I.E.N.D

Most girls were dreaming of an ideal, responsible, and a humble boyfriend. For me a real boyfriend is like this: (I've already encountered SOME of it)


A REAL BOYFRIEND (Just read this, it will make a difference.)

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

>When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

>When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

>When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

>When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

>When she ignores you
Give her your attention

>When she pulls away
Pull her back

>When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

>When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

>When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

>When she's scared
Protect her

>When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

>When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

>When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

>When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

>When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

>When she grabs at your hands
Hold hers and play with her fingers

>When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

>When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

>When she looks at you in your eyes
don't look away until she does

>When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

>When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


Am I right? So, girls do it! GO!










Angelique.

On Her Natal Day.

I was very luck to have a mother who has a down to earth, God-fearing attitude, and most of all a loving mother and wife.

Today is my Nanay's natal day. This is the first time that I wasn't there in her natal day because I'm not studying near my place. 

But anyways, I felt very happy and joyful that my mom reached an incredible age. (age? SECRET!) 

Too much of that, I just want to say a million thanks to my mom for bringing me here on earth nurturing and cherishing the good times with her. Thank you for giving me a never ending support nanay, thank you for teaching me things that molds me now as a person. Even if I'm hard headed but you still always taught me how to correct those mistakes that I've made. And lastly, thank you for introducing God into my life through ups and downs He is always there for us.

You're my heroine, my inspiration and my accompany in living life to the fullest.

Yours truly,

ANGELIQUE. 

The Thing That I've Been Dreaming Of

As what I am believing of, there's no such thing as "FOREVER" until there's someones special who's willing to stay and made the word FOREVER exist.

All of the people in this world has their each perfect mates that God set to make them happy, satisfied and fulfilled. It's not because of FATE or DESTINY that spoken, but they were set for you and they will come into you with all their heart, soul and mind.


You can't even choose them actually. Maybe it is young, adult or old but if you were happy and satisfied with them, then God would also be happy for you that you like his blessing for you.


I'm in a relationship now and we've been together for a year and almost two weeks. (I think. Nyehe.) I could say that, he is the one for me because he's there for me whenever I need him, he's there for me whenever I need support, he's there for me to make me laugh everyday and every second of my life. <3

SMILE!! :))

SAME FACE?? RIGHT?? :D

You know how I met him? 


Way back last year when I took an entrance test to become a college student and without knowing that I will be here in Malaysia. (naks!)
I don't even remember exactly how we became together but the thing is, we've been Facebook friends. (Ang lakas ni FACEBOOK! Grabe!) 


We've been chatting in the first and second week of July, if I'm not mistaken. And we've been texting for almost three weeks. And in the month August on the date of 19, 2011. I said YES to him. 
Maybe because love has no boundaries and find their way to each other to make each hearts satisfied. 


Well, I love him. There were no words to describe how much I care for him, how much I adore him, how much I love him. Like kids, at first we were like this:

  

See we're happy, we're laughing and free from all. 
After this, we're grown together and be happy like this:

(Sorry if it's still kiddo.)

I wanna grow old with him. I wanna be with him for always. I wanna be the girl that will make him happy for always. I wanna be the girl who will be there for him whenever he needs me, the girl who will be remembered in those days that I made him mine and we'll be loving him until her last breath.

As the song goes, "I wanna make you smile, whenever you're sad, carry you around when you're arthritis is bad, all I wanna do is GROW OLD WITH YOU."

 I love you very very much baby ko. <3