Every now and Then...

I know that this year have never been so good to me. I want to correct all those mistakes that life have given me all throughout this year. I know that there's someone out there who was willing to accept and be there with me as a good partner. 


I'm home. In my hometown. I was so surprised knowing  that my place improved more than it would be. It was also so good that someone will see you in the airport and it's one of the most important persons in your life; parents and best friend. 


I want to grab this opportunity to thank all the people who's with me through my ups and downs. My classmates, friends, and especially my family for their never ending support for me. 


Merry Christmas folks! :')

First things first...

Hello DECEMBER! Wow! The long awaited month had finally come. Today, as apart of the new era, I would make this day meaningful and memorable. Today also is my second exam paper in which I do much effort especially in the given assignment. Blessings are given and be counted as priceless. 


Now, I am ready to face whatever the challenges that life may gave to me. I know my redeemer will help me make through it. I love you Lord.


P.S.
It's just a short post to welcome my first post for the first day of December. I don't want to miss the opportunity. :)


ANGELIQUE.

Sometimes it last in love, but sometimes it hurts instead...

"Nothing compares

no worries, or cares,

Regrets and mistakes they're

memories made.

Who would have known how

bittersweet this would taste."

Oh what a day. I still got two exams to pass. And there's something happened that what I feared about. I don't wanna be mean in the first place, bit the thing that made me embarrassed was that, someone made a s**t around. It's like, WOW! Who asked you to send me a message? I'm not that coward to not reply in your message. 

I'm just trying to be nice and be smooth. I just want you to handle it without harming anybody else. I know he chooses you and I accept the fact and accepted you. I'm not as perfect as you think. 

One advice for you. "Hold on to the things that you know you can't have it back. Don't waste the time that you're together. It's the greatest opportunity that God gave to the both of you."

ANGELIQUE.

Do I have to?

"Don't wanna close the door, 

don't wanna give up on it. 

Don't wanna fight no more,

 we'll find a way around it.

 Where's the love we had?

 We can make it last..." 

It's gonna be this time that'll I got to go, and move out from this curse. It's not normal, I've become so stupid. They don't know how much the burden I'm carrying.

From now on, I'll just go with the flow, I know someone out there when I'm ready to love again, he will come and bring a lasting happiness to the both of us. I'm not closing my heart to anybody else in this world. I just accept why are this things were happening. It's not also right to use someone else just to forget about someone. This is just a lesson to be learned once again. It's a lifetime lesson that will stock in your mind forever.

I know GOD has his own plans for me, and it is for the better. I know GOD won't give us burdens in life that we can't solve or we can't recover. He is always there to guide us in our daily lives and protecting us. He showed upon us his never ending love. 

ANGELIQUE.

Greatest Gift...

Jesus said to his disciples:

"Be watchful! Be alert!"

For God never fails us to tell us first before anything else does. He gives his never ending love for us and carry our burdens. God always finds a way to lead us into the right path and protect us from all temptations.

He always tell us be wise everyday. So that temptation won't dwell in our soul and mind.

REFLECTION:

Lord, give us the knowledge to conquer the daily consequences and challenges that we may encounter within our journey. Help us to motivate our selves by giving us wisdom and courage everyday. Lord, I am sinful and unworthy to receive the blessings that you gave us. Help me to repent all those sins and deliver me from evil. 

Amen.

ANGELIQUE.

Long and Winding Journey...

At last! I had a chance to talk again about my lifeline! 


Well, well, well. For TWO weeks of being busy for the school's event, I felt so relieved that I knew the activity was very successful in spite of all the troubles came up. I was very thankful for all the persons that were there who cooperated and give their undying efforts especially our Student Council President, who have organized the activity. 
Oh! Before I forgot, the school's activity is called "Dinner and Dance" which is done yearly. The said activity is done to make the students be acquainted with each other. It is may be Senior, Junior or Freshman, or an Ex-student. The theme of the activity was "The 70's." Oh Yeah!


So here's what I wore:

Do I look like the 70's? Hell. It's like I'll gonna have a night out with friends at the disco. Heee.

Too much of the Dinner and Dance fever. I'm very proud to say that I'm a student of Asian Tourism International College. 

Lalalala...

November 25, 2011. It's the first time that I met my friend and luckily it's her 20th birthday. It's the first time that we talked and share a lot of things especially or BREAK UP's with our boyfies. 

Weird as I will differentiate it. Both of us were chased, and both of our boyfriends got new girlfriends. See? It fascinates me sometimes if I'll keep on thinking that those things were happening right now. Do they realized their lost? Or the demons were with them to not let us move on? 

How I wish that the past never ends. The day when I thought that I already have him. The day when I already get to know him more. Though sometimes we fought, but we know how to handle those times. I wanna cry sometime when the thing suddenly cross in my mind and I am bewildered again. 

I become weak every time I bid goodbye to him. It's never been easy for me to communicate and hear his voice when I'm with him. I felt jealousy to those who were having a strong and balanced relationship. Even though, not all things are ended happily ever after, but once in their life they learn how to build a relationship that someday, it'll gonna last forever. 

Problems came up... and now, I felt the world is crushing down on me again. I'm bringing forces that burdened me every time I walk, talk or face to people.

Thank God, for giving me a chance to laugh out all those problems, for giving me the courage and strength to continue my journey. God never ceases his love for us, through ups and downs of our daily life. He is there whenever we call.

Please REWIND-PLAY-STOP...

I'm thinking about things since yesterday and last morning until it came up to my mind if I already post another lifeline in my blog. And in the end of this shameful stupidity, I totally forgot.  Darn it!


I'm so busy with in this month. Pressures are on in my weight. I'm carrying it every single day of my life. Surrendering is not really an option. You know I cried lately while I'm making my assignment because my head is aching, my nerves are shaking me, my whole body is never at peace. I want to go to a place where I could sit in silence, with my love one, laughing, talking and forgetting about what are the things that I still need to do. 


Rewinding the part where I'm happy and no pressures at all when I'm still in my high school days, where I said to my self that "Wow, I'm on this game!" I felt tough, my pride is there, I felt like I was on top. I wanna Play those part that I put my self to riches. It's not money that I meant, but rich in love, success and happiness. This was the part where I could say that the best is never only best, but it is the best among the rest. And lastly, I want to Stop the moment where I still could fix the things that I needed to fix. The broken and unfixed situations that put me almost in despair. I wanted to give anything just to have a good fixation of things.


But LIFE must go on. Life is unstable, it's like a river that has no end. The more you play with the river, the more it will give you strong waves. Play life, but don't be abusing. Life may be good, but be ready on its twists. 


ANGELIQUE.