I wish I could...

There were sorts of things that I've always been wishing of especially when it comes to my lover. I've been like this since the day that I met him and I don't know if he did something to me that he turned my world UPSIDE DOWN! In this post, I indicated some of my wishes that someday I'm hoping that it will be given to me.

I wish I could be more stronger to handle my emotions.

I wish he will listen to me.

I wish he will be more be motivated.

I wish he is there to listen what's inside me now.

I wish he has a lot of time for me to laugh and cry.

I wish he could understand a girl's feelings.

I wish we could sing again together.

I wish we could take more pictures.

I wish he will stop smoking for me.

I wish has plans for us.

I wish he learns how to defend me.

I wish he will pick me up when I fall down.

I wish he will stop making jokes that aren't funny.

I wish he could be more like me even if I'm a girl.

I wish we could see the stars again and count them.

I wish we will be more stronger.

I wish he will act more manly.

and...

I wish we will be growing old together. 

Well oh well, it's only just wishes right? But I'm hoping in it. 

:)

Angelique.

A Real B.O.Y.F.R.I.E.N.D

Most girls were dreaming of an ideal, responsible, and a humble boyfriend. For me a real boyfriend is like this: (I've already encountered SOME of it)


A REAL BOYFRIEND (Just read this, it will make a difference.)

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

>When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

>When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

>When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

>When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

>When she ignores you
Give her your attention

>When she pulls away
Pull her back

>When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

>When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

>When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

>When she's scared
Protect her

>When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

>When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

>When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

>When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

>When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

>When she grabs at your hands
Hold hers and play with her fingers

>When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

>When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

>When she looks at you in your eyes
don't look away until she does

>When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

>When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


Am I right? So, girls do it! GO!










Angelique.

Oh my EYE!

When I'm still in my high school days, I'm already been suffering with my eye. It's itchy, teary, and it causes me headache sometimes. My mom don't even care of it because she don't want me to wear glasses because I'm too young for my age. 
Now that I'm already in college, I always keep on telling my mom that my eyes are not good anymore. So, last February 2011, she send me money to go to the optical and I knew that I'm a farsighted person. Ouch!


On the second week of September 2011, I'm complaining that my eyes were blurred every morning. My mom was in panic a little bit, so she send me money again to see a doctor. Just now I'm from the doctor and look what I've had? ASTIGMATISM. Hell yeah! 


Brief info about ASTIGMATISM:

Astigmatism

Astigmatism occurs when the cornea is irregularly shaped - like a football or a teaspoon - preventing light from converging on the retina. Parts of the image may focus on the retina, while others focus behind it or in front of it. This has the effect of bending light inconsistently and causing blurred or distorted images. Astigmatism can occur alone or in addition to either nearsightedness or farsightedness. Although astigmatism can complicate refractive surgery, it can be effectively corrected with LASIK, PRK or LASEK.

Awwwww. Well, I don't know where did I inherited this one, but the fact that I've got those was... SCAAAAAAAAARY! 

Haaaaaaiyah! So this drama ends. ;(

Angelique.

Soffiya...

Yesterday I forgot to put the things that I need to share about what's going on on my daily life. I was also busy watching this drama in TV3 entitled SOFFIYA.


Synopsis of SOFFIYA: (in Bahasa Melayu)

Ikuti kisah Soffiya, seorang gadis lincah dan periang yang tinggal di sebuah kampung bersama bapanya, Sulaiman seorang doktor dan ibunya, Aishah, yang sering menghadapi masalah kesihatan. Selepas satu kejadian hitam, rutin kehidupan Soffiya mula berubah termasuklah sikapnya yang lebih suka menyendiri dan sering kelihatan murung.

Nasib buruk terus mengikuti Soffiya ke mana sahaja dia pergi hinggalah dirinya meringkuk di penjara. Baru mula mengenal erti cinta, namun, Soffiya terpaksa merelakan pemergian kekasihnya ke luar negeri. Setelah berkahwin dengan seorang jutawan yang penyayang, ketabahan Soffiya diuji sekali lagi apabila cinta pertamanya merupakan anak tirinya sendiri. Bagaimanakah Soffiya mengharungi konflik demi konflik yang melanda dirinya?

So buddies? Watch out this drama in TV3. :)

Angelique.

I'm busy with this:

For spending my two weeks break without doing nothing here, I made my self busy. As a usual habit, I'm READING! Ta-da! 
The thing about reading is that you'll get the complete facts of the thing or person specifically. Though it takes a lot of time reading but it's fun. Other's may think it's boring but it's a great help for you. You will achieve a good grammar, wide range of knowledge, and you will be a walking encyclo a bit. :p


This is the book that I've been busy of entitled:

The title is "The Facebook Effect." It is written by David Kirkpatrick. As you can see in the cover, he is the maker of FACEBOOK named Mark Zuckerberg. He is a 26 year old guy and the CEO of the Thefacebook company. 
From the title, you will feel it's intensity and your eagerness to read what's behind FACEBOOK and it's own history. 


I'll have to fasten my bed belt and continue reading! :)

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Angelique.

Nang Dahil sa DoTa...

Nang dahil sa init ng tirik ng araw at ang kanyang walang humpay na pagmamasid sa aming mga ginagawa dito sa aming room, me and my friend were struggling with our halves dahil sa sobrang ka-adikan sa famous online game... DoTa. 
Lahat na siguro ngayon ng mga lalake ay may alam na sa DoTa, except siguro sa mga probinsyanong hindi masyadong mahilig sa internet. Diba, ang DoTa ay isa sa mga pinag-aawayan ngayon ng mga may mga kasintahan dahil nga raw pinagpapalit nalang sila sa DoTa. Haaaaaay, nako naman Life! 


Para naman mawala ang inyung mga misunderstanding ng iyong kahati, IKAW BABAE, gumawa ka ng trip... HAHA! 
DoTa has it's own famous line called "FIRST BLOOD!" 
For sure, hinding-hindi ka niya ipagpapalit dahil ito ang nararapat mong gawin Girl:

My friend, Christine

This is Me

Sige nga te, kung anong sabi nya?! Well, ganyan lang yan. Hindi ka na kailangan pang mag abala sa kanya. I think this is the perfect solution na hihinto muna si boy for a few days sa paglalaro ng DoTa dahil kinaya mo te na gumawa ng ganito..at sinulat pa sa napkin! 
Tama na nga sa mga kalokohan ko. Dito ko lang kayang mag ingay for now eh, nag-iisa lang kasi ako ngayon. Lahat ng tao sa bahay umalis. Wew! At least nahanapan ko ng paraan kung papaano mapahalagahan ang araw na to. :)
Pak,pak,pak!










Angelique.

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All people has their common needs like money, work and love. Wants like gadgets, jewelries, not useful stuffs and etc. 

 While I was imagining all this things, I thought I could just stop and pick  what ever I want, ask what I want. but I didn't even know how to seek what I want. Sigh... This is one of the reason why our parents taught us when we're young that, "dear, it's not easy to get what you want." and yes it's true and proven. 

 I admit that I'm still young and did not even know what life is. I admit that I can't even stand on my own feet. I still need the total guidance of my parents.

You know what, while I'm having my studies here far away from my place and our only contact with my parents is the internet and phone, it's still not complete because you did not hug them, kiss them, talk to them personally, sleep, laugh and cry with them. Phew!  It's hard for me everyday because I miss my love ones. and the thing that's much harder is that, they were not beside you to help you in what you need (washing clothes, ironing, washing the dishes, and etc.) :p

At first, I did not even think that I could survive this kind of life here. I did not even expect that I will be given this opportunity by God to fullfill my dreams and aspirations. But, home is I'm with when I felt the cold breeze of the air, the un-ending laughs of people around me, the perfect shape of mountains that captivates my heart every time I saw them, and the fine replicas of the cars that reminds me of the busy streets of my hometown. 

I'm very thankful to our Father Almighty for the wondrous gifts that he gave to me and to my family. To my family of being a never ending supporter to me in times of down-fall and grudges. To my friends who were there to influence and helps me to motivate my self in being independent and strong enough. And to all my fans who never failed to support me also. LOL. 

As im ending this, I will wash my clothes, arrange my room and closet, wash dishes and eat. :)

 

Angelique.

I need you NOW...

As far as I remembered, my last money is RM10 and I spend the half of it yesterday. Because of this humbleness I have, I gave the half of it to my boyfie because he asked me if I have something on my wallet.

Now, I have some products here from my mom, and I don't know how to introduce it because nowadays it's very hard to let people believe you. It's a herbal drink in juice form. It can cure hard illnesses like CANCER, GOITER, TUBERCULOSIS, ANEMIA, and all forms of illnesses that you need a doctor to cure you. c:


It's called VITA PLUS.

 If you will buy 1 pack, it will cost you RM5, but if you will buy 1 box (20 packs), I will give it RM90 only. Heeeeeeeeeeeeez!


I you want to have it, just email me in angelkenny0819@gmail.com..available in Kota Kinabalu only. 


I'm looking forward for your emails and comments. Thank you and God bless!




P.S.
To know more information, just email http://www.firstvitaplus.net/






Angelique.

Whoa!

Alas! For three weeks of exams I felt RELIEFS dude! Can you imagine it? You're taking your final examination within three weeks? I encountered FEVER because of this exams! :c


From kitchen practical exams (Western Cookery and Culinary Arts 1), to written exams... Wew! I feel good tenenenenenenenet!! 


I've done the things that should be done. HARD WORK, SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, CHIT-CHATTING, PHONE MESSAGING, and the most important thing I PRAYED TO GOD for giving me the strength to pass through this obstacles in life. 


Thank you for always be there for me Lord for not letting me fall to temptations. 

Angelique.

And this is KNOWLEDGE.

Who were the people who did not pass through WRONG GRAMMARS (in ENGLISH specifically)? As a matter of fact, even if you're from white countries, you still need the right grammar to communicate your family, friends and the people around you.


While scanning through my old stuffs, I found this interesting letter and I really don't know who owns this. I found it awesome and it it will really tickle you till your bones. HAHA! 


Start reading it folks:

absence letter

Ameeeyyyyyyyyzeeeeeennnnngggg right? And the thing that I'm questioning is that, is this a TRUE letter, or just made for fun? Whoa! I can't even imagine how  did he wrote this letter. HAHA!


Face it dude, this is reality and I'm proud of it. :)

On Her Natal Day.

I was very luck to have a mother who has a down to earth, God-fearing attitude, and most of all a loving mother and wife.

Today is my Nanay's natal day. This is the first time that I wasn't there in her natal day because I'm not studying near my place. 

But anyways, I felt very happy and joyful that my mom reached an incredible age. (age? SECRET!) 

Too much of that, I just want to say a million thanks to my mom for bringing me here on earth nurturing and cherishing the good times with her. Thank you for giving me a never ending support nanay, thank you for teaching me things that molds me now as a person. Even if I'm hard headed but you still always taught me how to correct those mistakes that I've made. And lastly, thank you for introducing God into my life through ups and downs He is always there for us.

You're my heroine, my inspiration and my accompany in living life to the fullest.

Yours truly,

ANGELIQUE. 

Act of Adventure II

Here's our continuation during our stay in Singapore. Representing...

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Sentosa Trip! :p

SINGAPORE'S HIGHLIGHT !! Singapore's UNIVERSAL STUDIOS.. :)

Act of Adventure.

Whoa! Again and again. Just writing, watch movie/videos/TV, messaging and studying! Exhausted. What else to do? Blur. To find time for my self, I'll gonna share to you my experience while travelling in... SINGAPORE! Owheeeee. Hahaha.



Singapore is a very busy, well-developed, organized and an exciting vacation destination for families, friends, couples, and newly weds. By the way at this time, I'm travelling with my family. Geeezzz.

Here are our adventures visiting Singapore...

Arrival:

Tada!

My Mom and Dad...

My Aunt and her Daughter...

Me and my Cousin...

Lastly, the picture of me.. :)

Ugly right? :)

Actually we're riding train from Kuala Lumpur to Singapore and it is only a 6 hour ride. Look at the train at my back. Heeeee. 

It's our first time to ride a train. And the sad thing is, it's quite dizzy because we're sitting in an opposite chair. Grows. 

Too much for that, now let's take a look on our Adventures...

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First train ride in SINGAPORE...

The best friend of my mom's sister... our tour guide also..haha!

Hope you enjoyed our first adventures! Wait for the second batch. 

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Tiring, yet sweet.

Ting! As what I have expected for today, spending all day watching videos and doing nonsense things. Haiiyah (one head scratch)! 

Just because were boring were just singing the new song of Nicki Minaj Feat. Rihanna which is entitled "FLY." And the thing is, were practicing the first part of the song which is the part of Nicki Minaj, the RAP thingy (imagine we're rapping??!!)! Here is the lyrics:

I wish today it will rain all day

Maybe that will kinda make the pain go away

Trying to forgive you for abandoning me

Praying but I think I'm still an angel away

Angel away, yeah strange in a way

Maybe that is why I chase strangers away

They got their guns out aiming at me

But I become near when they aiming at me

Me, me, me against them

Me against enemies, me against friends

Somehow they both seem to become one

A sea full of sharks and they all see blood

They start coming and I start rising

Must be surprising, I'm just summising

Win, thrive, soar, higher, higher, higher

More fire

Can you rap this words without breathing? Come on! Wanna try? 

heeeeeeezzz. :)